i’m not giving in,

swim.

you

are a pathetic waste of my time. i don’t know why i even tried to keep you around. i’m glad you took the time to make me feel like dirt and complete nothingness. you succeeded. you should be very proud of yourself.

dear god,

thank you for my life.

love, tyffani

i don’t understand

if it’s just me, or what. but this seems to happen a lot recently. it makes me feel like shit, and i hate it. i don’t want to feel like this anymore.

anyways, this weekend was stelllarrrrrrr.

friday i went to work then saw where the wild things are with carly, travis, and travis’s friend. it was such a cute movie i recommend it to all. and i spent the night at carly’s.

saturday i worked again in the morning. then frank, carly, and landon chilled at my house and we went to chili’s where my manager got mad at me and we accidentally left without paying. ha. and then we went to the terrace “show”. then me and carly convinced my mom to let her spend the night again even though she said “only one sleepover this weekend”. HA. but we snuck out and went to andy’s house with lando, frank, andy, kalen, and junjun. then we got kicked out kinda by his roommate so we all went to junjun’s and spent the night there.

i don’t really want the weekend to end.

i thought i was gonna be productive today but i just woke up at two then worked all day til now. i’m not gonna write my acc english paper because i was absent last week and i’m just gonna say that i wasn’t here so i don’t understand how to do it haha, sounds like a plan.

anyways, off to bed. i’m tired from getting like, zero sleep last night. goodnight<3

i want

to fall in love. not the cutesy high school love, that i’ve already been through. really fall in love. i don’t want it now, or even soon. i know love will find me one day. i just have to wait.

busy day

-going to tania’s

-dress shopping with carly

-kalen’s house

-homecoming with carly and rach

-pardeeee hardeeeeeee

wooooo. i love life.

sjfhasjfs

carlychristinee:

^^^^ is how my life feels right now.

im so stressed out lately and sad but also trying to enjoy every aspect of life. but some people just make it hard. some people are so oblivious sometimes about hurting other peoples feelings..or maybe they know theyre doing it and they dont really care..idk ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =/

anyway ive been thinking about my past and my future a lot recently.

ive noticed in my past; ive had the best friends you could ever ask for and ive had some people who were good frieds for a while but just passed and some of them i really miss and wish we couldve stayed friends.. but ah shit happens.

my future; mmm i just wanna have a great senior year and senior summmer..things will be soooo much better when im 18.. argggg =[ wishi was born just one year younger. whatevs.

sooooo yeah that about sums up my life.

i havent really updated this in a long time but i will frequently now that i have internet in my room =]

anyways its like 5 in the morning and i have chuch tomorrow and gong to the lake so im going to trrrryyyyyyy and get some rest.

goodnight my tumblr followers…if i even have any… lol i bet tyffanis the only one that reads this

<3

yeah i’m the only one that reads this but thats ok :)

hello world

i haven’t posted a tumblr for a looooooooong ass time. this summer has been kind of bland. filled with work, and drama, and alaris shows? i donno. anyways, today i’m going to go get my voe. and get my schedule worked our for SENIOR YEAR BIATCHESSS. i’m so excited to gtfo of here. oh and also, get the book i’m supposed to read for ap english. so i stink. and needa shower. so i’m gonna go do that. my house is filled with tween boys. it’s my brother’s birthday party. i’m disappointed cause the toms my sister bought me are a half size too small for my now-growing feet. oh well. i guess i’ll have to figure out how to ship these babies back. i’m done tumblr-ing for now. gooooddaayyyy.